I'm so falling for FALL this year. For some reason, this season is bringing an extra amount of joy to my spirit. I find myself smiling deep inside at the smallest things.
I wonder if it is my up-coming trip to Italy. The knowledge I have gained from my research and dreaming anticipation have added so much to my life.
It could be my new photography class. It's forcing me to use my eyes like a fine lens to scan and scourer my normal surroundings for the perfect photograph- not a snap shot. I want to take PHOTOGRAPHS in Italy.
My teacher came out to the farm and made us find something boring and make it interesting.
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Sweet Farmer being loved on by the bar ditch dogs of Krantz Farms! |
of course, this was not boring and
very interesting.
It could be that I feel better because I've dropped about 10 pounds of annoying weight that I've been carrying around for a ridiculous amount of time.
Or my new tan
fingernail polish. ( i'm not usually a girl who gets into nail polish)
Or seriously. My
faith is getting richer and deeper and the Spirit of Christ that promises to feed my soul like a spring is something I greatly rely on and
it always makes me FEEL ... better.
I just WANT to feel.
I want to feel deeply about the goodness and the sadness in my world.
I know some people must take pills to feel MORE or feel LESS.
It's not always easy to FEEL. It's not something we should take for granted.
This FALL , I want to feel everything as if it were my last FALL.
I'm only a little scared of dying, getting sick and old or terrorist attacks. What I'm really afraid of?? Losing my ability to feel deeply in love with my life in every season of my life.
I choose to FALL in love with FALL and let it take my heart and turn it into a thousand different autumn hues.
This season of my life will
NOT
GO
Unnoticed or Un-celebrated. I will decorate my spirit, not just my home, and carry the crispness of a new Fall morning in my heart. Will you carry it with me?